Since Therapy Ended

Its been three weeks since my last session. Some panic and uncertainty followed the closure of therapy. In the immediate aftermath, some of my last words and conclusions became resolutions by which I stood to succeed or fail. Today, I took the well worn path towards my source of comfort. The quest for that release had become so… Continue reading Since Therapy Ended

Some great release

Answering that question; “Does it help”? Yesterday, I experienced submission again within the care of a purposeful dominant. My senses were overwhelmed and I left feeling refreshed. The anxiety that had preceded the play, about whether I should give myself and about the trivialities of existence, had gone. So, now I feel some confidence that… Continue reading Some great release

A Penitents Prayer

So, the time has come to reflect and challenge my own assumptions and belief systems. From childhood to now, my relationship with the kinky stuff that has fascinated me has been a guilt laden, questioning yo-yo through denial and acceptance. A parent who led me through his bullying and attack left me prone to fear, anxiety and a need… Continue reading A Penitents Prayer