A Submissive’s Sacrifice or A Vanilla Love to Enrich?

The girl I love is vanilla. She is adorably sweet and affectionate. She trusts me as I trust her and we respect one another. Those submissive urges that consume me are, currently, denied or repressed and I feel incomplete without indulging those desires. Within this vanilla relationship, I have explained those needs and asked that I… Continue reading A Submissive’s Sacrifice or A Vanilla Love to Enrich?

Relationships Revisited

Before, I needed someone who could comfort me in my pain or, perversely, inflict it. I sought both extremes. The comfort of love, sharing it to escape my grief, or the denial of myself through submission. In that submission, I could escape my grief through body chemical induced narcosis. The relationship I have with myself is being… Continue reading Relationships Revisited