I’ve made a start on making what was a bit of a self reassurance blog into something more purposeful. It matters less now whether it’s seen although I hope it might be of interest and help to others. I’ve started using pages and a menu where chapters can be pulled up. This weekend, I’ve written a mission statement of sorts and 1st Chapter in a life story that I hope will develop over the next weeks. Once it’s done, I will journal about recovery and living with the after effects of PTSD and how my personal relationships are uniquely challenging and sort of unusual, with kink being part of that. I’m at a stage where I’ve moved beyond desperate need to be eased by kink into living with the suffering and trying to move forward into a better life.