I am 48, I am someone who has struggled with my adult identity.
My child; my younger self, was damaged by domestic turbulence and as an adult, I have carried my child with me, living to protect him. The fear I carried has shaped my response to the individuals around me
Within this blog, I explore just how the protection of my child has shaped my development and my responses to other adults and the challenges of living.
I will discuss my own emotional and sexual responses as within my personal frame of reference; references informed by my view of how the world around me works.